What a young mom I was. Ignorant to so much. Sometimes ignorance blinds innocence & creates an atmosphere of havoc. Had I known the value in the moment.
Why is it we reach. Reach. Reach. But somehow always miss the value in the moment.
I lay down my life that day & thought to be rewarded. But it was a life growing that taught me how to die to self. A man creating that grew me from infancy to womanhood.
He knew so much more than me. Still does. About growing up. Creating. Love.
But God let me learn from him.
What a great gift. To be taught by the one you are supposed to teach.
To learn from the student instead of the other way around.
Such a great man he is. Tears flow. At the grace God has given me. Us. So undeserved. Oh, how I have learned.
It is not about me……But Him.
It’s all about Him. Such a great friend, as I have struggled with growing up. But yet, no condemnation…just bountiful love.
Off to college he will go. Am I really that old? No. Just a young mom who is still learning to grow up in love.
How do I tell him? How do I show. I don’t want him to go. No. My heartstrings are being yanked, so.
But I know now…true love….let’s go.
