He came to say goodbye to my fourth daughter. She had been crying that morning and couldn’t go back to sleep. So, we tucked her in, like a marshmellow, between both my husband and me. She was sound asleep, like she is this morning. And then I see him like a ball of light; intent, focused, […]
How to Move on From Grief
I stumble across the sale rack of men’s dress shirts and almost robotic-like, am drawn to the XXL. $11.99 for name brand, men’s shirts. Not bad. Bright, bold colors, I knew my dad would look good in these. It had been a Space-Mountain-year. You know…The kind that straps you in and unvoluntarily spins you up and […]
Knowing God Personally Changes Everything. Have You Experienced God?
The earth burned hot, like fire beneath my feet, as I gazed up to what was four massive beings. Faces, like giants, staring outward. Me, a child, sat in the dry air, with a big sky sprawling open around me. People crowded. The faces of our past sat poignant. Four presidents chiseled into rock. Like the […]
Have We Stopped Believing in Miracles? (And How to Believe Again)
A pile of gray fur lay tucked in our blackberry bushes. We knew what had happened, simply by circumstantial evidence. The night before, a coyote was pacing our property. Our neighbor said her cat was mangled, scraped and scarred, but when she came outside at the sound of it all, the coyote ran off. Her cat […]
The Light from the Porch Still Carries Us Home
I dropped those newborns on his lap, like a brightly wrapped, present to a king. He sat, quiet. Holding them. Or looked up at me as if saying, “Again?”, half-smiling. It didn’t matter if the baby was Caucasian, Hispanic, Samoan, or African American. This strong man, with thick, calloused hands, and a hat that covered his […]
How Many Loaves Do You Have?
Have you ever seen those game shows? The ones where people are crammed in see-through booths, a switch is flicked, air blows, then the contestant grabs all the fying money they can, stuffing it anywhere they are able? Or an Easter egg hunt? Or black Friday? People get plowed over, so the hunters can grab their […]