Following….The Only One That Matters

Hours.  Leaving.  Far away from…..the world I once put on a pedestal. And I see… God has been preparing me…. For this season.  This day. Long ago. Begging…“Lord, let me be……used by you.” And with weeping.  Pleading. Thinking all hope of being used….. Had already passed. Here I am.  Waiting.  To fly……to China. Holding out…..barren hands….like […]

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Forsaken?

Word hungry…..before leaving.    Surrender.   Time on my knees….The only way to strength. And I hold out this day….in palms of hope. Offering it as a sacrifice…. That He would take it. Make it. Not mine….but His own. Lists growing long. China. Tomorrow. Schedules.  Packing. Gathering for families. And yet. In deep tides.  Rests tranquility…..still. Sustained […]

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Leaving Safe Harbors

My prayer for you today…. That you leave the safe harbors of life…..     And enter the open waters….. Washing.  Waiting.  Welcoming you…..   And that grace….like a strong sea…. Would cover you….. Change you….. Call you deeper to things you never thought you would know or see….because….. “Twenty years from now…. You will be […]

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We Could Use Your Help….Yes, You!

One week. I am leaving…. To China. As I hear of…. Children sleeping… On plywood. No pillows. Handicapped children…. Without limbs.  Cleft lips.  Disabled. Babies…lying on the floor.  Never picked up. Bottles strapped to their head by cloth. And I know I can’t step foot inside this orphanage… Without the grace of God. Because without Him… […]

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Ponderings from the Pond 3 – More Than Enough

Early Morning. The God rise. Calling me up.  Out. Toward Him. Where all Created things worship their Creator.  Me….just a small piece of the symphony of praise…..exalting the Most High. With tired eyes.  House Asleep.  Door to soul opens. Me. Carrying nothing….just self in blue pajamas. The best journeys toward Him….anyway.  Arms empty.  Decorated not in […]

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Following the “God Lead”

There was no way she could have known.  Coming home. There it was. A gift. A French Press…….and this.  Unheard of…. How did she know? I never told a soul…. Joan of Arc is someone I would have longed to know. A woman of strength. Conviction. Yet, humble beyond definition. How did she know?  Her quotes…next […]

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