A Confession of Resurrecting, Idols of “Expectations”

Ever uncover an idol?  No, really?  A real life, without a doubt, idol? I have. “Expectations.” See.  Like the golden calf. I keep formulating my own personal visions.  When the path seems black.  And I cannot see.   Yes, God may start my journey.  As I tread boldly out into open waters.  But then, somehow. Somewhere along […]

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Gluing Together Truth and Love?

What if we took the Bible and cut it in half?  No?  Really!  I know…seems appalling….doesn’t it!? But, yet.  At times. I think we do that. All of us. On occasion. We…. Take what we want Interpret the Bible how we want And piece God’s Word together to fit our own personal brand of salvation   […]

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Christian’s Gone Mute: An Internet Epidemic

Where are they?  I scan the internet for hours. Researching for a blog post…. But I do not find them. Squeaky Wheels only.  Sharing their opinions….while all the Christian’s have gone silent. MIA.  In other words….Missing In Action. Shuffling in my seat.  Discontent fills the room.  Each site that I click on.  Has radical views…. While […]

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How we got 13 cats!

Outside.  Peering around a plant in the driveway.  Abandoned.  Baby kitten.  We scoop it up.  Coddle it.  In arms of love.  Thinking…..”Why would anyone abandon such a precious part of God?”  Girls squeal.  Another kitten.  Behind the wheel of our car.  This one runs off and struggles to get caught.  Just as cute.  Just as playful. […]

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Spring Cleaning. Marriage.

We have been through a lot. Twelve kids now.  An engagement that lasted shorter than our vows. And a Christmas tree that looked more like Charlie Browns.  Nineteen years ago.  Free.  That first year.  When we had absolutely no money. And, if marriages are like roller coasters….ours went round and round.  And at times, upside down.  […]

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Here in His Presence

Take it.  Take it all.  I have so often cried to God.  Hands elevated.  To Heaven. Throwing it all away. “I don’t need it anyway.  I don’t need any of it….If I have you,” I used to say.   Emphatically.  Irrationally.  Words, emotionally thrown around, not considering their significance. But, then today.  I stand here.  Prayer answered.  […]

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