Video Blog. Do we walk in Fear or Love?

When I first felt a God prompt to do a video blog.  I felt fear.  And lots of it.  After all, I was the one in college who wiggled my schedule around….avoiding all those courses that made presentation…..or required lots of speeches and talks. Yet, here I am…..all because of the grace and love of God.  […]

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What does it Means to be a “good” Mother? 11 Children Later.

What does it mean to be a “good” mother?  I have often asked and wondered. Going into parenting, 19 years ago, I was oblivious to it’s description. I boiled rice. Burnt toast. Struggled with the all night need to rock and hold my babies.  And not sleeping, of course. I had no idea how to wash […]

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The Hippie In The Grocery Store

Drudging through the grocery store with kids. All wanting to be anywhere but here. And I search for spices that revive my spirit.  Amongst the chaos of it all. Needing tranquility to awaken my senses.  In this deadness of winter. And I see him.  A tall, type.  Hippy fellow. And he looks quite like me.  Hungry […]

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When Jesus Passes By You

I stand in a circle over the accused.  Holding what I think is redemption in my hand.  Sharp edges.  Mine has some.  But then…..so does my own soul. And I see the guilty.  There on the ground.  Grasping for dirt to cloth himself in. Incapable to run.  This time. And I marvel at the fact that […]

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Snowed In

We are snowed in.  Have been for days.  White powder, like grace, covering the world as we know it. Leaving it…. Quiet. Dark. Still.  And the cars. The noise. The tireless efforts of our lives….seems to come to a stop.  Abruptly. Nestled in. Blankets chin high.  Hunkered down tight.  Like the clean, perfect white, layers outside. […]

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The Drift

We are all born.  Pieces of Heaven. With our own glimpses of revelation.  In us.  Through us.  God with us….from the time we enter….Creation. But then, “The Drift” takes over.  Like gravity, running through us….pulling us down….to earths level. Making us into cold, intellectual, mathematical………controllable types of people. Making decisions apart from Divine’s wisdom.  Because reasons.  […]

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