Spring Cleaning. Marriage.

We have been through a lot. Twelve kids now.  An engagement that lasted shorter than our vows. And a Christmas tree that looked more like Charlie Browns.  Nineteen years ago.  Free.  That first year.  When we had absolutely no money. And, if marriages are like roller coasters….ours went round and round.  And at times, upside down.  […]

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When my 16 yr old was Imprisoned. And How She Got Free.

My sixteen year old was imprisoned yesterday.  Stuck behind brick walls.  Waiting.  For something….anything at all. Her friends remained there with her…..for nearly two hours.  Emotions rising.  Texting.  Twittering.  Trying to find a communication source outside the grounds….in hopes to figure out what was going on. Rumor has it…..A potential man with a gun was walking […]

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When Deaf Ears Listen Best – And 5 Minutes with God.

My daughter is deaf.  She came to us at three months old. Unable to hear in her right ear. Intermittent loss in her left ear also. Unilateral hearing loss primarily effects her ability to detect and locate sound. It hinders her from hearing other’s speak…..especially when there is any type of background noise. Due to this […]

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Is It Really That Simple To “Just Forgive”?

I feel it rise…like a tide overwhelming.  Words said, by others.  Contradictions. False pretenses.  Untruth.  Deception. Offense within. Rising like a wave to crush. Down deep.  Stirring.  Gripping. Shaking.  Pain.  Anger. Everything prior settled.  Still.  Peaceful.  Yet, pride ever seeking to bubble out….from past hurts. Broken People. Digging up this graveyard long burried. Tempting us….to grab […]

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When God Calls

I wake to the  moon that just sung you goodnight.  Recalling the bundle that I once held in my arms. And how lassos and wishes and hearts can’t hold you back. A dream awakened.  A calling placed…..in the ground like a seed….in the heart of you.  Grown by God.  Now bearing fruit. And I am so […]

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When We Run From God

When my son was little, he was a runner. He darted in stores.  Down streets.  And ran with great fever, wherever he went. To keep Him close…..so he wouldn’t get hurt……we found a long, rainbow Safety Leash that we wrapped around his waist. It had a handle on one end that we would double up around […]

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